12:30 p.m. Meet Elle for lobster mac & cheese. It is delicious, but I’m still feeling stressed over venue/family/money stuff. I tell Elle about it as we eat.
1:15 p.m. Lunch is over and I’m feeling sick. Can’t tell if it’s the mac & cheese, the stress or a bug. Am annoyed.
2:25 p.m. Leave work early and head for the couch. Why am I feeling so sick? (And really, no. I’m not pregnant. Promise.)
7:15 p.m. Am feeling a little better. Val arrives and we head out to pick up dinner.
9:40 p.m. Am out cold on the couch. Apparently, I am old.
10:30 a.m. Arrive in Newport for our first venue of the day. Fall in love. It’s THE place, we both think so.
11 a.m. Sit down to go over how much it would cost to host wedding at this venue.
11:30 a.m. Realize that this may be much more than we can afford, but hope for the best anyway.
1 p.m. See second venue of the day. It doesn’t compare to the first and the old mansion seems dark and musty.
3:30 p.m. Call mom to discuss finances. Am told what I already knew–we can’t afford that venue.
3:35 – 4:25 p.m. Meltdown. Feel overwhelmed and frustrated with planning. Feel disappointed and sad about venue.
4:30 – 6 p.m. Sit down with wonderful fiance and figure out how much we can swing. Come to conclusion that wherever we have our wedding it will be beautiful.
7 p.m. Still feeling stressed, but try to eat before going out for the night. Only manage a couple bites.
8:30 p.m. While getting ready to go out, Michael notices my back has broken out in hives. Excellent.
9 p.m. – 12:30 a.m. Meet up with friends and celebrate engagement with drinks and shots. Manage to forget about stress and have a good time.
3 p.m. Look at another venue that I only booked an appointment with as an afterthought.
3:2o Fall in love with venue. Realize that it’s a beautiful, oceanfront venue that we can afford. Rejoice!
3:30 p.m. Pencil in date with wedding planner. Plan on finalizing date early this week.
10:25 a.m. Feeling really, really happy. I’m getting married!